Chapter 2

I Don't Want to be a Girl" Ch. 2
"I Don't Want to be a Girl"
                   Chapter 2

               "Decision Day"



      The boys nervously tried to find things to do as unexpected family members arrived. Jasmine's sister arrived with her two daughters. The two cousins were in their early twenties, just a little older than the boys that were being considered for womanhood. It was to be a small family affair of female only members. All these women were here to help the chosen young man take his first step of becoming a young woman. It would probably take all of them to settled the young man down.

       The women were bringing in a few boxes and put them in Jasmine's bedroom. The boys all nervously watched as they were summoned to the living room and instructed to be seated while the girls finished.

      "You can't be serious about this mother," Depaak said watching the smiling cousins as they went back outside.

      "I am very serious as you can see. I have already decided which of you is to become a young woman. I want the one I pick to stand and walk directly to my bedroom where you will be prepped for a series of farewells tomorrow." 

      She looked at the shocked boys. Each hoping she would choose one of the others.

      "I have decided that for reasons of self dignity and the initial emotional challenges this will cause, that it would be best if the selected were to live with your aunt for the first six months. She works in he fashion industry and knows many people that can help."

      "Why?" one of the boys whined knowing his aunts temperament.

      "It will be easier to learn the feminine arts and the grace required of you around people you don't know. Less embarrassment. Then when you return you will already at least be living as a proper young lady when your brothers are brought into the picture."

      It was obvious that every one of the brothers were on edge as they waited for their mother to announce the one that was to become a sister.

      "We are ready," their aunt said stepping into the room with her two beautiful daughters.

       "OK boys, I want you to all stand up for me," Jasmine said with a wave of her hand.

       The boys looked at each other and did as she said.

       "Stand up straight please. Remember, all but one of you will become a confident young man and you need to stand head held high and with dignity."

       They all did as she instructed.

        Raj felt hands grip each of his upper arms from behind and pull him back a couple of steps. He looked up at his mother wide eyed.

        "Raj, you have been a wonderful son. It wasn't an easy choice for me, but I have made my decision and you are to become the wife of this young man for the good of the family. Please go with the girls to my bedroom."

        He stumbled a little as he was slowly walked out. Stunned by the fact he was selected.

       "No mother," he said looking back over his shoulder and tearing up. "I don't want to be a girl," he said now being hurried along by his aunt.

       "Dignity sweetheart," his mother said as he was led away. "I will be with you in a moment. Just a few more things for you brothers."

       Such looks of relief crossed the faces of the other boys. Raj was to become a girl. At least they were spared.

       "Raj will be dressed as a young lady this evening and he will cease to have any masculine traits in is lifestyle. He will be leaving tomorrow with my sister, and each of you will meet with him to show your support and be positive about his new lifestyle."

      "Will he be dressed as a girl tomorrow when we see him?" Depaak said with a grin.

      "Yes he will. I expect each of you to be very positive about him being a young lady and thank him for doing it for the family."

      Depaak, the oldest, snickered at the thought of Raj being dressed as a lady.

      "Something funny Depaak?" Jasmine said in a firm tone.

      "No mother," he said lowering his eyes but unable to wipe the grin off his face.

       "Maybe you would like to wear jewels tomorrow for everyone to see. Hmmm? I have no problem piercing your ears and nose tonight Depaak. We will tell everybody you are supporting your new sister."

       "No mother," he said now looking at the other boys with teary eyes.

      "Maybe paint your toenails red too? Would you like that Depaak? You would be such a handsome young man walking around wearing jewelry like a girl, ear and nose rings. Do you want to do that for me honey?"

      "No mother please," he said shaking his head now.

      "Well I will think about it," she said looking to others now. "You will boys will treat Raj like he has always been a girl. We will do away with his masculine past. You will tell him how nice he looks and we he is feeling down you will reinforce the fact that he is a young lady. Understand?"
       "Yes," the all said.

      "Excuse me. Why don't you all go to your room till I call you out for dinner," Jasmine said after hearing a loud "no" come from Raj in the bedroom.

       There was a bit of a struggle with Raj initially. His cousins trying to calm him down, as the kept telling him," it will be all right."

        Depaak watched from the hallway as the door was not closed all the way. He saw his mother holding Raj's arms up over his head while the cousins unfastened his pants. Raj was not cooperative but not fighting them. Depaak wanted to see them put a saree on Raj. He waited as Raj's pants were pulled down to his knees. But instead of undressing him for women's clothes, his mother and cousins pushed him down over the bed.

       Depaak had a strange exciting feeling watching his brother being forced in such a way by these women.

       The girls held Raj down and his mother then pulled back his underwear revealing his bare bottom. Rakesh then saw his aunt step up with a 2' long wood paddle in her hands.

       "NO!" Raj bellowed out as his mother went to close the door. She saw Depaak standing in the hall looking in.

      "Depaak honey, go on to your room now. This is woman's work and for girls eyes only. You are fine young man, go on now."

       She smiled and closed the door. Depaak then heard three quick loud pops of a wooden paddle against bare butt. The pleas of Raj for no more spankings was met with firm responses from his aunt. 

       Depaak went to his room and lay on the bed quietly listening to what was happening in the other room. He could hear his brothers mild resistance and the voices of all the women that seemed to talk at once. After about twenty minutes, there was a silent moment then three more smacks with the paddle. He thought about what his mother had said to him in front of his brothers, about how she would make him wear jewelry like a girl if he found it funny what was happening to Raj. He found himself excited at the thought of being forced to do that by his mother and being embarrassed in such a way, at least in his mind. He touched himself. He would be so demoralized if this were to ever really happen. but why did this thought excite him so much?

      At dinner that night Raj was not at the table. He was still in the bedroom with his aunt and cousins who were instructing him on how to act tomorrow when everyone would say their goodbyes. Jasmine had come out and was at the table having dinner with her son's when one of the cousin's stepped out to get something from the car. She entered with a very long black wig. She held it up gently and ran her beautifully manicured fingers through it. She was a hairstylist by trade. She looked to the table and smiled at all the boys that were staring at the long black hair knowing very well who it was meant for.

      "Is she to that point?" Jasmine said looking at the hair.

      "Yes. The Crowning Glory. We will be putting it on her in a few minutes."

      "OK, I'll be right in."

       "HER? SHE?" All the guys had heard that but none of them said a thing. Their brother Raj was in the next room being dressed like a woman. They each wondered in their on minds what he might look like dressed as a girl.

      Their aunt appeared from the room for the first time since she had arrived. She pulled a loosed strand of hair behind her ear that had fallen into her face.

      "Hi boys," she said with a huge smile knowing that they all knew what she was doing with Raj in the other room. She could feel the intimidation each of them felt from her presence now. "Your sister is doing wonderfully," she threw in before turning her attention to Jasmine. Rahan, Raj's father lowered his eyes.

      "I saw the wig come in. It is beautiful. Are you ready to put it on her?" Jasmine asked.

      "Yes. I wanted to ask about the jewelry. I brought a jewelry box of trinkets and everyday jewelry, but you had mentioned to me before that you might want him to wear the jewelry you wore on your wedding day for her coming out. I just wanted to be sure before I start that process."

      Jasmine stood up, "Yes, I have those in the bedroom. I think that would be very appropriate for this occasion." she said now following her to the bedroom. "Have you pierced his ears yet?"

      "Oh yes, we did her nose and some ear piercings first thing. They have studs in them right now. Might need to add a few perimeter piercings on his ears for fashion reasons," she said as they walked away.

     "How did that go?" Jasmine asked as they walked.

      "A lot better than when mother did yours," she said as they laughed. "We had to hold you down so mother could pierce your nose remember?" her sister said.

     "Oh hush, I didn't want mu nose pierced. Mother never listened."

     It was now very quiet at the table. The boys looked at each other and then slowly finished dinner. It was as if Raj was completely disappeared and never existed as a male at all. They talked about him only as a girl now.

     When they entered the room Raj was sitting on a stool wearing a beautiful red saree with gold trim. He also was wearing a pair of high heel sandals and his toes were all painted red. He was obviously wearing a padded bra that filled out his chest area in a very attractive way.

      His face was made up with deep eye shadows of lilacs and purples. His cheeks rouged and his eye dark and heavily lined along with long false eyelashes. His lips painted a brilliant red.

      "How are you feeling honey?" Jasmine asked him. "Better?"

      "Yes," he said quietly looking at his aunt then the paddle on the bed.

       The paddle was used only when he resisted them. He would be bent over the bed and given three hard smacks on his bare bottom. He learned quickly. The last smacks he received had been about an hour ago when they were applying his lipstick. He was watching in the mirror and seeing his upper lip turn a crimson red from the lipstick he put his hand up and touched her hand as she started to do the bottom lip. It was instinctive, he apologized when they took him to the bed. He asked them not to do this and he would cooperate from now on as he was bent over and his panties pulled down.

      "Please don't," was the last thing he said before being held and three more hard smacks added to his burning bottom.

       Then as before, he was stood up. His tears dried. Allowed to regain his composure, then he was led right back to where he had been seated facing the mirror, sat down, and his lips painted a beautiful crimson red just the same as if he had not resisted. He now realized that any resistance would only get the paddle and he would still have to do whatever it was he didn't want anyway.

      He wore a tight nylon cap over his hair. It was pinned all around. It was preparation for his wig.

      He watched as his mother went to her closet and brought out a jewelry box. She opened it and there were so many large beautiful red and green stones. Bracelets, necklaces, earrings, rings, and a small jeweled chain. This would hang between his nose and earlobe. Even the cousins were impressed with them.

      "Turn your head to the side," his aunt said. Raj did as he was told.

      She removed the studs from the newly tender pierced holes in his lobes. She picked up an earring that was three inches long and covered in large stones. She held up next to his ear so the girls see it hanging next to his face. He didn't even flinch.

      "Well? What do you think girls?" she asked enthusiastically.

      "They are beautiful," one gushed. "I love them," the other said.

      His aunt smiled and pulled the earring away for a moment to remove the backing on the stem. Raj felt her putting the stud through his earlobe and then she pushed the backing on till it clicked. He then felt the full weight of the earring hanging from his ear.

      His mother looked at him with a slight smile. After his aunt had done the other earring Raj's chin was lifted so he could see himself in the mirror and to also face his mother.

      "They are beautiful," his mother said to him.

      Raj stared for a short moment then lowered his eyes.

      Raj sat quietly as the large necklace was placed around his neck and the magnificent stones lay on his chest. He felt his male self being torn away as rings were placed on his fingers and toes as well as bracelets on his wrist and ankles.

      A short chain linked earring was placed in the top of his ear and hooked to the side of his ear. Two studs were placed in his pierced nostrils and finally the ultimate humiliation, and jeweled ring was placed in his nose. It was pierced right through the septum. A jewel chain was attached from his nose ring to a small ring in his earlobe. There would be a large red ruby hanging on his forehead, but that would be after the wig was put on.

      His chin was held up again. He tried not to look at his reflection but then did so on his aunt's insistence. 

      "Just hold still right there," she said lifting the long black tresses that would drop to the middle of his back.

      She fitted the wig onto his head and his cousin pinned and shaped it by pulling the sides back and adding a jeweled clasp on the back of his head. The black hair hung down his back and was squared off on the end.

      "Stand up," his aunt insisted.

       She turned him to face everyone. There was a bit of shock at first at the overall appearance. Nobody had expected such a beautiful appearance, at least not on the first time.

       "She is beautiful," his mother said taking his hand. "Raj, we need to change your name, you need a girl's name."

       "Mother, can I keep my name?" he said now looking at the reflection of the pretty girl in the mirror. It was him. "I mean, I would like to keep my name."

       "No honey, you can't keep your name. I will be giving you a girl's name. I thought I'd wait till your brothers have said their goodbyes before changing your name."

        "Sit over here," his aunt said motioning to a chair.

       Raj sat down.

       "Cross your legs," she said. "Put your elbows on the chair arms and fold your hands in your lap. Chin up, head held high. You are a proud woman and you will sit like this as you meet each person tomorrow. Am I correct?" she said in a scolding manner.

      "Yes," he said softly.

      "OK, You will now be dressed for bed and the girls are going to have some girl talk with you while painting your fingernails. You will be very respectful, gracious and extremely girl like in your answers while they prepare you for sleep. I have no problems coming back in here and using this," she said picking up the paddle. "Understand?"

       "Yes," he said.

        "You sure? Do I need to put you on a schedule through the night. Wake you up every three hours for reminders? Hmmm...?"

       "No," he said shaking his head.

        After modeling his look for tomorrow he was disrobed and prepared for bed.

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