"I Don't Want to be a Girl"
Chapter 3
"Saying Goodbye"
The next morning began very early for Raj. He would be saying goodbye to his brothers and father, dressed as a girl. Something he was not looking forward to but unable to change it.
Depaak had gotten up to use the bathroom before sun up and heard his aunts voice lecturing Raj. He couldn't make out what she was saying. He then heard his mother's voice say something from behind the closed door.
"Hold him still," he heard his aunt say loud enough he could hear. "Hold his arms. That's it."
SMACK!!! SMACK!!! SMACK!!!
"OOOWWW!!!" Raj yelled out as the paddle descended again.
The pops of the paddle were loud and evenly spaced. Depaak felt a sudden and overwhelming surge of excitement run through his body. He realized Raj had just been paddled probably for not cooperating. Not cooperating with dressing and acting like a girl. He tried to imagine what it looked like in there. Depaak relieved himself in the bathroom, and stood there for a moment. While still trying to here what was happening, he realized a couple of minutes had gone by that he was still shaking his penis and it was growing as he envisioned himself in that room and not Raj.
Depaak turned to look in the mirror at himself with his penis still in his hand.
"Do I want to be spanked?" he asked himself softly, questioning the feeling he was having. "I want to be the one that becomes the bride? No way. Where is my manhood?"
Depaak continued thinking through the emotional conflicts as the idea of being forced to be a girl took over.
"What it must feel like being forced to be a girl," he thought to himself and then he had an orgasm in the sink.
Then reality and the guilt over took him. He couldn't believe he had just thought such things and had such a reaction. The embarrassment and shame of what was happening to Raj would be too much to bare in real life. The idea no longer felt good when he thought about it. He was glad it was Raj becoming a girl once again and not him.
As Depaak went back to his bedroom he heard the loud sounds of the paddle again.
SMACK!!! SMACK!!! SMACK!!!
"OOOWWW!!! OK!!" This time Raj's voice was higher pitched and as if he were crying.
"Just stop fighting it Raj. Your time as a boy is over. You're to be a girl now," he said quietly feeling some sympathy for his brother who was obviously being spanked very hard. Depaak lay on his back staring at the ceiling. He heard nothing else from the room and eventually fell asleep again.
The next morning the family had breakfast together. Only Raj and his aunt were not present at the table. The cousins joined the boys but nothing was said about Raj or what was happening in the closed room. The girls were cheerful in direct contrast to the guys who were very quiet.
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Just after lunch it was announced that each family member would get a chance to privately with Raj for a few minutes to say goodbye to their brother in more than one way. One because he was leaving for a while and two because he would not be the masculine image he was now when they saw him again. He would be leaving for an extended length of time to live with his aunt to refine his social graces as a young lady, but he would also be leaving behind his manhood. This would be the last time they were to refer to or discuss any of Raj's male history. It was to be a new start in life with a fairytale past that each would learn as things progressed.
Depaak had dressed in his finest clothes as had the other brothers. Being the oldest he was to be first to see his brother.
"Now remember Depaak, Raj is very emotional about things right now trying to connect with his new feminine self. He is doing this for us all. You be supportive of him and tell him you love him for doing this. Understand?" she said straightening his collar.
"Yes mother. He is to be my sister."
Jasmine opened the door slightly, "Now just five minutes," she whispered, "the rest of the family needs time to visit also."
"Is he dressed like a girl right now?" Depaak asked softly.
"Yes," his mother said opening the door to where he could enter.
Depaak stepped into the room and was shocked at what he saw. The feminine jeweled image sitting quietly in a cushioned straight back chair. Hands folded in lap, head slightly bowed with eyes down, and legs crossed. Could that be Raj.
Depaak looked around the room. The bed where he had seen Raj being held down the night before for some instructional discipline was now perfectly remade.
There was excitement once again developing in Depaak's thoughts as he looked at Raj. The feminized you man was obviously demoralized and embarrassed sitting here like this in front of his brother.
"Raj?" Depaak said standing in front of him now.
Raj slowly lifted his head. His long black hair hung down his back. Raj's face was made up heavily for the day. Deep eye shadows, heavily lined eyes, with his long false eyelashes sexily betraying the inner feelings he had, and ruby red lips that sexily displayed the naturally pouty lips that women all desired.
The jewelery was excessive. Depaak had been threatened by his mother to wear such jewelry with his male attire if he was not supportive. He looked at the nose ring, necklaces and long hanging earrings that adorned Raj. The large jeweled rings on his fingers and toes, with bracelets on his ankles and wrist.
Oh how Depaak desired that their mother make him wear such jewelry to embarrass him. The idea of forcibly being pierced and then paraded so others would laugh at him to punish him, made his head swim with desires, but not Raj. Raj was actually living it and it was not an enjoyable experience for him.
Raj wore the red saree with gold trim and floral designs. There was the padded bra that left little doubt that cleavage would be important in his new look. His toes painted red in a pair of 3" high heel strap sandals.
"Wow, You really look like a girl Raj. Looks like mother made the right choice," Depaak said still amazed at his brothers looks.
Raj looked up at him now and said nothing, then turned his head to stare in another direction.
"You are going to make a very fine young lady Raj. I'm sure your new husband will be very pleased with the results."
"Thanks." Raj said without emotion or looking at his brother.
It was obvious to Depaak that Raj had been instructed to be 'Ladylike and accepting' in his responses.
There was a wooden paddle laying on the dresser. It was 24" long 3" wide and 1/2" thick and painted a glossy pink. Depaak picked up the paddle and examined it, holding and swinging it a couple of times as if he were administering a spanking himself.
"You know Raj, I heard you getting spanked last night," Depaak said looking at the paddle feeling excited once again at Raj's ordeal. "Is this the board I heard being used on your bare behind? I heard you yell. Did it hurt much?"
Raj now turned to face his brother and glared.
"What do you think?" Raj said trying to hold his temper in check for fear of more instructional discipline from his aunt.
"Well I guess mother and our aunt are just doing what they feel needs to be done. I'm sure she will use it less and less as time goes by."
"Just leave me Depaak and be glad it wasn't you." Raj now turned away again.
"I am glad it was not me. I can't imagine how it will be when everyone finds out you are living as a girl now. Everyone will of course want to see pictures of you because no one will believe until they see what I am seeing right now. And when you have to make yourself all beautiful for your husband and slide into bed next to him to perform your duties as wife? Well that would be the biggest challenge in my mind, but you should be a fully accepting ladylike bride by then." Depaak said with a slight smile.
"Shut up Depaak. Stop teasing me and get out."
"Oh sure little sister. And by the way, I expect two letters a week from you. Mother said we could request more than one from you."
"You are suppose to be supportive, not teasing," Raj said a tear running down beside his nose. "Do you think I enjoy looking like this? Do you think it is my desire to be sent away?"
"Does it matter?" Depaak said getting ready to leave.
Depaak knew this, but seeing his brother so helpless and feminized was turning him on again and Depaak had remembered how his mother had threatened his with jewelry if he wasn't supportive. He felt he wanted that in his fantasies. To be dressed as a young man yet forced to be decorated with jewels like a woman by his mother as a punishment. It made him so hot.
The younger brothers said their good byes. They said little when with Raj, just staring at the girl that sat in front of them.
His father was visibly upset with all this but firm.
"You are to be treated as a girl from now on Raj. The decision has been made. I will expect you to accept your feminine status and act accordingly when you come back into this house."
"I don't want to be a girl," Raj said staring forward not looking at his father, but looking every bit the image of a young lady.
"It is done," his father said leaving the room.
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